Oh my, where did that year go

1. Mostly working.

2. Not much fucking.

3. Getting older.

4. Less hair.

5. Been to gym to negate effects of 3

6. More muscles due to 5.

Actually to correct 2 there has been some fucking. H disappeared. Probably went home and probably because she wasn't making enough money.

Moved onto M. And I've done it again. Somehow got one of these girls to feel something for me. We started fucking without condoms on the second time I saw her. Chirst, I was worried, why does this happen to me? Why can't I control myself? Was this a ploy of hers to develop a loyal clientele? How big a risk was I exposing myself to?

Kinda decided to keep going back to her. Something feels right about her. She looks early twenties but is actually 35. Not much younger than me. Very loving towards me.

Anyway things developed, we went out together, had lunch, had dinner. She cooked for me, wonderful food by the way. I stay the night now and then. I still pay, but only when I see her during work hours and not when I stay the night. She texts me most days. I am working and living outside London now, but come and see her every week.

I think she genuinely likes me. Still worried that she likes my money/the fact that I am a route to permanent residence for her, but the more I get to know her the less I worry. And I am the only guy she fucks without a condom (she says). She knows the risks and only took them with me because she trusted me. I haven't had any tests since I started seeing her. Sure I'm at risk of getting an STD but I'll take that risk with her. The sex is electric and fresh everytime. She loves my cock. She loves my stamina. My cock seems to be permanently hard when I am around her.